Breaking a Rule

Breaking a Rule

when we have just graduated
we now enter a new school
if we wanted to go back now
we’d be breaking a rule
the rule of progression

the new school is experiential
full of diverse choices
it begins by being experimental
what will we now study?
what do we want to learn?

what teachers are waiting
as we seek to discover
the very importance of life?
and how may we contribute?
in our
innocence we are ripe

gagi     09/23/24

Unprogrammed

Unprogrammed

sometimes we are programmed
not to feel any pain
to always be strong
let our suffering be reigned
in

suffering reigned in
collects negative emotions
held tightly, ignored
held in our core
hidden

sometimes taught by parent or other
sometimes a cultural way
an inner voice tells us
i can do this myself
i am strong

by using our willpower, our strength
we feel we can go to any length
and conquer all challenges
but can we?
alone?

we are never alone even when nobody’s home
we are surrounded by others
and they are our allies
they help us uncover
who we are

some have learned to hide their emotions
until they cannot feel them at all
but are human and created
to experience all
emotions

our bodies will tell us about physical pain
but the joy of feeling the whole spectrum
comes from feeling it all
learning, discerning
recovering, rejoicing
sharing and being
human

let us undo the programmes
use our strength to discover
how powerful the recall
of feeling the spectrum
by loving ourselves


gagi     09/21/24

Calling in my Council

Calling in my Council

calling in my council
for i have been afraid
my life’s purpose has felt altered
and i must leave this scene unpaid

the wisdom keepers gather
they know the life i’ve lived
they tell me not to feel i’ve failed
for my purpose has been to give

when one’s love has been rejected
when one questions what was believed
when patterns keep repeating
how can one’s purpose be retrieved?

i am told to turn the volume down
not to focus on what was heard
to give it time to settle down
to go quiet and observe

exhaustion has been a catalyst
yet i have spoken my truth
if things can change it will feel strange
what miracle could give me proof?

from the counsel that was given
new wisdom for me has risen
my heart can survive
it can never be imprisoned

love cannot be destroyed
just re-employed
ask and it shall be given
seek and ye shall find
knock and it shall be opened unto you
the blessings of a prayer


gagi     09/17/23